guess what have i been up to?

The x-factor 2009 (:
it is surely as addictive as Britain's got talent.

andddd...

HE melts my heart instantly whenever he sings.

*grins*

check him out on youtube yo! :)

Lloyd Daniels

His blue iris just makes my heart throb.

ang mos are so cute larhhh!

peckie! i know you would agree with me. :) rightt?

forgive

I was wrong, I shouldn't have said those things, thus I've edited the previous post. (: Whatever the reason was, it doesn't matter anymore. I've open my heart, to forgive him, forgive him by faith, by obedience to God.

Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven. (Luke 6:37)

For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins. (Matthew 6:14-16)

I'm fine now. thanks darlings. (; loves.

to you, i'm still naive after all

edited.

As i slowly patch up the missing pieces. i understood why didn't you call me or text me as how often you would. i understood why did you said you had to squeeze me into your schedule before you leave. the answers to all my questions were replied. it hurts so badly. not to mention, to figure it myself.

but, its okay..

for,

I have God to lean onto,

whom i trust the most in my life,

to heal my tender heart.

I have two loving sisters,

to be there for me when i am down,

feeling sad for a person like you.

I have the most truthful buddy, ( pau and nat) (:

to guide me through this painful journey,

to forget every single second i spent with you.

I have the most awesome and caring friends,

to be there for me,

when i need a shoulder to cry onto.

i know, I would still be able to stand strong,

when you are gone, gone forever.

I shall now, bid goodbye to you. all the best in your future undertakings. Never thought so much could happen in a week. but am grateful it did.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. Psalm 147:3

aiklynn

alrighttt!

My laptop crashed, again. ): currently blogging from wei khai's house.

dear jou,
never got the chance to wish you have a safe trip back to aussie.
really enjoyed the days we spent together. (:
from the dinners we had at mama's kitchen and the-steamboat-place, to basketball training, to karaoke, to hiking up to tabur hill.
Man, it was extremely FUN !
Glad that you kept the Malaysian accent, well done!

re united!! DU un-18 basketball!! :)

retarded as ever.

i've never... not have fun with these people.

study hard and take care, God bless!
do use the I LOVE M'SIA pencil box kies!!
see you in 4 months!! during PROM alrighttt? (: cheers!

muacks! XOXO!

random

I'm thinking of starting a collection of my hideous pictures. (:

am sure it would be something meaningful to look back fifty years down the road. :) Hahaha, I'm being all random in the middle of the day.

Great.

take one!

take two!! what a priceless face expression!!

well, well, well... you know me better, aight?

not forgetting,
the retarded photos we toke during camporee. (maybe it was only me)

photos courtesy of limyimay

more to be added into the collection, am still hunting for pictures. :D

scout freak

Finally, I'm here to update my blog.

As everyone know, few of the 73rd petaling scouts went for pentarafan few weeks back. (hey, I hear you! yeah larhh, so out-dated) So anyway, it did went well for all ten of us. The experience is definately worth the effort. All the hard work (yes, i'm talking about the thousand pages of log books, miles of roads and restless nights) really paid off. I felt like I've completed a long race that lasted for 4 years at the instant when i finished my last knot. Yes indeed, the feeling of satisfaction. (:

pictures are all on multiply--->http://73petalingscouts.multiply.com/

told you the preparation was crazy.

don't you think it looks pretty. :P

rak alatan

it could fit natasha and I

kitchen

my "toilet"

rak makanan

flying flag pole

Juniors out there,

you might think doing log book is unnecessary or even useless;
you are wrong.
because its certainly going to bring you far.
So, start doing your log books and complete your test!
your king scout badge is waiting for you. ;)

aiklynn

i love my new layout. :)

her theory

Another hectic week's coming up. stress. sleepless night. acne. restless days. Anyhow, it wouldn't effect me. not even a single bit. because i believe i'll still stand strong, and deal with all the difficulties that comes within my sight. (: yess, i'm truly optimistic now. thanks to my beloved pauline, and her theory.

whenever you feel hopeless, discouraged,

stop saying I WILL NOT SCREW UP!

or any words along that line.

it wouldn't help much,

because, pictures of yourself failing will flash across your mind.

thus, you will end up screwing up.

instead,

tell yourself,

I WILL DO WELL!

then, picture yourself doing well in (insert yourself). ex. king scout!

And you will do well.

*correct me if i'm wrong.

Try it!

it works! at least for me. (: